Thursday, January 26, 2012

And oh I just can't wait to be king...♫

So yesterday, Wednesday.
I got pretty sick on Monday so by this time I was feeling pretty cruddy.
So I skipped my Chem class so I could sleep in and then go run.
I really didn't want to skip that class...but I did.
I did got to PD Bio though because we had homework and a quiz. 
On the plus side, I got a 7 1/2 mile run in, which is a mile or two more than I'm normally able to get in during my morning weekly runs.
So after I get all nice and showered, I race back to my dorm, grab lunch, and dart to my 4 p.m. class. 
It was kind of feeling like a lousy day by that point because of how rushed I was.
But then I get to class and that all changes because, even though I was a little late, the seat where I had sat last time, that I highly doubted would be open, next to a very attractive boy was open.(:



Okay, so he didn't exactly look like Alex Pettyfer...but close enough. (: So then began the excruciatingly long two and a half hour class...although, I must admit that it wasn't half bad when I got to talk to him. (:

After that class though, I raced home to drop my stuff off so I could run to the wilk for this Neuroscience fair. For some reason, the way there I was in a really good mood. (: I wasn't complaining or anything, but when you're sick and know that you have a ton of cleaning to finish for a cleaning check when you get back to your dorm, you're typically not in an excellent mood...or at least I'm not.

So going around and looking at all the research projects was a lot of fun. (: There was free pizza, which I didn't complain about....and I found a project that was more neuropsychology based and talked to the lab manager and found out that I could be involved even though I'm a freshman! It would probably be grunt work, but hey, I'm not complaining! (:
So after about 40 minutes, I head back to my dorm. But, while I was on my way back I get a text from this guy that I went on a date with the prior Friday.
And he was asking me out for this Friday.(:
So I did one of those giant excited jumps into the air with a squeal of joy.
Like so...

It's a good thing it was dark outside and I was semi-alone.
So the rest of the night I was in a pretty good mood.
Like an ultra good mood.
Even though I was cleaning.
So, tomorrow. (: I really can't wait. I guess it would be an understatement to say I'm excited. (:
And then we passed cleaning check.
And I wrote a great paper for Book of Mormon.
See, great day. (:

Sunday, January 22, 2012

It's one of those 3 A.M+Cheerios and A spoonful of Peanut Butter nights

Ever have one of those nights when you think so hard that you just want to stop thinking...about everything?
Yep, that's where I'm at tonight. I need to be working on this paper, but I just can't focus. I just seem to be thinking about things completely unrelated to said paper.
Instead all I can think about is life. And what I want out of it.
Some days I just want to rush things. I want to fall in love, get married, and half a family.
But the next second I'm like woahhh, maybe in like 2 or 3 years.

I don't know. I just can't decide what I want. I mean I know exactly what I want in life.
I could write a list and tell you what I want the guy I marry to be like, the name of my future children, my future job, everything down to the color of blinds in my future house. (:
That's just how I am: I plan everything out.
Even if it doesn't work out like that, planning makes me feel better.


Yet, I worry about things a lot.
How things will work out.
If they even will.
I tell myself I have all this time, but do I really?
What if I miss my chance for something awesome because I'm so distracted trying to plan everything?
I don't know...I guess I really am thinking too much right now.
I just hope everything turns out good...
I blame it on this Mormon romance novel I'm reading. It makes me think about stuff like this and it's so good I can't put it down!
Seriously, here it is:


So don't start reading it unless you want to get totally addicted...just saying.


I blame this book for making me think about stuff prematurely and setting my sights so high.


Ahhh well I really should start working on my paper, or better yet, go to bed. Where I will probably dream about all of this stuff...no escaping it right? :p